•November 6, 2009 •
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sun shines.
frisky shadows dance.
gilded foliage carpets the pathways.
looking into each others eyes.
hand in hand.
fragrant fall air gets thin as we move close together.
we kiss, the way we kiss.
nothing else exists except bliss.
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A.D.D.
Posted in Beautiful Mysteries, Creativity, Seasons, poetry, recovery
Tags: poetry, Fall, doves, energy, love
•October 1, 2009 •
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Babalon comes forth from beyond the abyss.
Veiled in ashen silt.
Eyes lit like the hermits lantern.
She moves through the haze like a Shamshir in War.
Bringing Lust for fools needy of Conquest.
Chaos, greed and the inferno of madness that rape until no thing is left alive, her hounds that follow through the darkness.
Unveiled.
Blazing red scarlet.
All wantonness assuaged her will to cause Famine and Death is set.
In her wake may there be nothing left but Truth.
This is what Babalon brings from beyond the abyss.
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A.D.D.
Posted in Chaos, Creativity, poetry
Tags: 11, 156, Aeon, Babalon, Leo, Lust, poetry, Strength, Truth, XI
•October 1, 2009 •
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I hoped the apex of the process would be a feeling of readiness
and I would come to know that feeling well.
But sometime between the wanting and wasting
I threw virtue from the edge of an arête.
Only to bloody my hands and knees crawling through the past to get It back.
Stepping forward, and back again
process persisted with courage, and with doubt.
Void of purpose in every way
readiness proved to be illusory.
Still, I feel
despite knowing there is no apex for the Anti-hero.
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A.D.D.
Posted in Chaos, Drug Abuse, Grieving, Mistakes- No Names, alcoholism, bi-polar, poetry, recovery, unrequited love
Tags: alcoholism, anti-hero, death, drug habit, life lessons, poetry, protagonist, recovery, regret, self-sabotage, unrequited love
•September 30, 2009 •
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My Etude- 2 of 2
When I hear her Bratsche sing that lilting euphony I will think of you, in my own way.
I hope you look back into the measures, and feel the weight of each bar.
As I do.
No thing can be mistaken for the sound of anvils smashing pianos.
I hope you live forever, in your Melancholy Suite.
Far South.
Melancholy Suite.
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A.D.D.
Posted in Chaos, Creativity, alcoholism, bi-polar, poetry
Tags: bi-polar, creative brilliance, love sabotage, poetry, toxicity